sheluvstars's Diaryland Diary

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today.is.sunday.

hahahahahaah.

goodynoons. hehehhe. muacks~

jempotans here i come! hahahahaha. boo~ goin to work in b.k. hahaha. nehminds. skali skala tak salah. hohohoho.

woke up at ten plus. after hearing my dad say,"balik lambat. bangun lambat. anakdara apa ni!" hohohoho. woke up with my hair all superdy duperly messsed up. smiled at my dad. and gedebuk. i lie down on the sofa. hahahahahaahhaahahaha.

two more hours before i have to buzz off to yishun. b.k have yet to be ironed. i need to go to sunplaza to get some stuff. aaaarrrgggh. malasnya saya!!!!!!! heheeheh.

copat sehs dah sunday! next week reggae splash. hehehe. havent ask dad yets. hahahaahha. cam malas nak go also ada. bababaababbablack sheep. hehehe. entah eks. hehehe. come up with another plan zuzu? entah ehhhhh. heheheheehe. but best plan ever will be WORK! [me hides under katil] hahaha. boo~

haha. stoopid tv show. now i mengidams poppyah.gotta buat baik with ma dad. hahaha. iron baju? hahaha. buat baik with mum. heheheheeh. weeee~

actually kan. still considering whether or nots i wanna go to the gig. hahahahhahaahahah. erms. hmmmmm. eh? alahs.......how sehs. blooops. hahahaa.

to mr nice guy. ehems. i am strange? well you are too. your messages just doesnt make sense at times. and when they do. they just bring tears to my eyes. i am fickleminded. i noe. but not as fickleminded as you. i don hate you and i give up trying to run away from you. cos i still want us to be friends. i am not angry at you anymore. i still care about you. but as a friend. once bitten twice shy. i choose not to elaborate on this cos if i did. it would be one long fucked up story. so let it be. go ahead and assume everyting that you wanna assume. i am not goin to defend myself or fight with you. you didnt think i was goin to wait right? you didnt think i was goin to be that lil goody grl who waits patiently while you find yourself and decide whether its me or the bitch right? you should have tot of it before you did what you did. if you had came before him, maybe i might still be waiting for you till today. but unfortunately no. i learnt my lesson. i don wanna lose you as a friend. think about it. take care~

I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice, you've got to leave because my heart is breaking with every word I'm saying,I gave up everything I had on something that just wouldn't last but I refuse to cry no tears will fall from these eyes~

goodday.take care. i am off to run some errands. hehe. boo~

12:00 p.m. - 2004-07-25

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