sheluvstars's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- good day sunday. happy 8th burpday to my youngest lil darling baby brother.[he is still my baby up till today!] hehehe. black forest is gooody. nasi lemak smells good but i've yet to eat it. soup macaroni was waduh. sedap siiii. hehehehe. the chilli was pedas skalis! hehehe. right now i am listening to : gavin degraw. follow thru. hahaha. so much for wanting to renew my layout. ahacks. half way thru. i decided that i am tooooo lazy to even bother. ahaacks. these reeling emotions they just keep me alive they keep me in tune oh, look what I'm holding here in my fire this is for you am I too obvious to preach it? you're so hypnotic on my heart i hate waiting. and i hate being paranoid. a remark that really set my mind sailing. [not really sailing,its more of like a storm right now!haha]. set my mind thinking of every worse case senarios. this is bad. its not good at all. will be working laters at 5. haiz. lalalalala~ tot of goin out early to get some stuff for myself. but the weather doesnt look too good at the moment. and i believe in a few minutes time i will be running out of my room, to the kitchen and rush rush rush to bring in the laundry! walaaaaan. malas sehs. hahaha. so, since you want to be with me you'll have to follow through with every word you say and I,all I really want is you You to stick around I'll see you everyday but you have to follow through~ when will this nitemare end? when will this fear go away? when will i ever get to see that he's far away and that he never meant to stay? when will i ever allow myself to let those grls go? when will i ever realise that things will never go back to normal between us? when will i ever accept the fact that ppl change, and they do too? when will i ever be able to change myself without thinking about what they think? when will i learn to appreciate the people who really cares for me? when will i admit to myself that he's gone and that life has gotta go on? and when will i ever be proud to be me...? when? - sigh - 1:25 p.m. - 2004-09-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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