sheluvstars's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the night ended great. the day started horrendously. i am out of tears. yet i still cry. tried so hard to be strong. told myself never to let anyone bring me down. especially not that jerk. but i cant hold the emotions inside me anymore. the stress is getting to me. the threats. the missed calls. making me crazy. so i cried. to my mum. [over the phone]. i was tired. exhausted. confused. plus all this extra problems. it really was the last straw. i cried. i really did. i felt terrible. woke up at 11 today. with a swollen eye. hopefully it will go away before i reach work. why am i so weak. why do i let words hurt me so much. -sobs- i brought all this upon myself. if i had been true to din. and not get involve in a relationship and just waited for him, all this wouldnt have happened. 12:48 p.m. - 2006-03-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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