sheluvstars's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- thanks. it was crazy. i went to sleep last night. but before i did. i felt sad. sad cos my grandad is no longer around. i felt more sad cos my head was telling me that my grandad is sleeping all alone. he must be scared. then i started to tear up. thanks kinn. thanks ogee. thanks ash. things are going to get better. i am okay. just the adapting part is a lil hard. its just too sudden. and i just cant seem to accept it for now. thanks for all the moral support. i really needed that. i shall stop typing about it. cos the more i did the more i cant let go. i mean life has gotta go on. i am sure he wants me to be happy. so i shall be happy. i shall be contented with what i have. but i wont deny that somewhere in this heart of mine. i know my grandad is still around. he did not leave me. love the people around you because in just a split second they could just leave you.....the same way people keep saying that my grandad left me. muacks~ 1:51 p.m. - 2006-08-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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