sheluvstars's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- more pills. more creams! visiting the doctor is starting to become a norm for me. and its freaking me out. i hate what i see. and i hate what i hear. and having to shove more medicine down my throat is seriously not something that i like. but thank god the pills are tiny! haha. break fast at pizzahut. original plan was to head to suntec. but followed our gut feeling and went ahead with marina square...we werent disappointed coz there's not that much people yet. i was actually a bit disappointed coz i didnt get my cushion-cushion seat. bluargh. food was good. drumlets especially. and i love the "cheesey fingers" !! kg.glam was a disappointment. i meant the "bazaar" that is. so not raya mood like! grrrr. wasted our trip there! we walked olright. chet. i am super full. had early sahur at yishun. hehe. shall skip sahur later. too tired. muacks~ dad said i am too fair. even fairer than anyone of us at home. despite not being able to be in direct contact of the sun, i still need to get a lil bit of the vitamin E. hmmm.... doctor said i am sick due to stress and fatigue. bluargh. both are someting even i cant control. but i guess i can try to reduce. no intake of alcohol and seafood. eat the medicine regularly. so what i shall do right now. is to try to clear as much things that is on my head as possible. whatever thing i owe, i shall return. money? ahahahaha. i don borrow money. so i dont have to worry. concentrate only on things that i believe requires my attention right now. whatever is said about me, all i could say is...i don have to explain myself to anybody/anyone. i need to get myself a hobby. to relax myself. go easy on the job. spend more time with a few of my grlfriends. cat!! come back quick. ahahah. prepare myself for raya eventho things would be super different this year. -sigh- whatever situation i am in. they can never understand. and i don wish for them to understand. cos they are not me. i admit i chose to drift. but whatever it is. they are still my friends in my heart. thats all that matters to me... 12:58 a.m. - 2006-09-28 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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