sheluvstars's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- frustation. things are not going great for me lately. in fact everything is going downwards for me. yet. i dont wish to blame anyone for it but myself. and i feel like i am pushing myself too much that i am becoming what i have become many many years back. i am afraid of having another breakdown. it scares me. it really does. i need a hobby. something to take my minds off things. i need to learn to not bear grudges. i need to learn to not look back. i need to learn that the best thing that i should do is to learn to look forward and hope for a better tomorrow. i just need a fresh new start. guess the holiday will come in handy. i just hope for my downward days to be over... but then again... when i think about it. these are the days that makes me a stronger person. stronger than before... i just need to let go of myself... i just need a change. I need to change... for now...i gotta rest. muacks~ leaving you will never be an option...... 9:16 p.m. - 2007-04-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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